January 2011
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I hate finding out when people ask others about me. Why don’t you just ask me? Dumb.
Let her just… let her just die right there.
She does not understand. Why would you do that? Why would you put that in her path? Stop it, please. She suddenly feels like shes been dropped from a never-ending sky and she can’t deal anymore. Sadly, it’s only making her feel smaller, weaker, and useless. It feels like she is being pushed down from your ten, to your two… maybe...
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You have been trying so hard to impress for so long that you numbly think doing just that is being “yourself.”
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thechai:
-Here, I pray. Lord, I’ll just stay here and lay. I was told to stop. Told to drop.. my rhythm. Music-ism? Can I even hold a beat to something that is so global-ism? Idiotism! Wow, I fail, but here’s my tale in detail: Upscale was the area and everything on retail was for sale. So I said to myself, “Unveil. Inhale and exhale.” Ha! Just playing. This was my intro. Catch my lingo? No?...
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I wish I wasn’t so lazy to type about my days on here. It’s just I’m tired of typing all my assignments, now blog?!
Aw, hell no. This will only lead me to carpal tunnel!
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So this girl..
oiitslizzy:
Leslie Anne Sy :) ^lol, wasn’t ready xD
You see, I’ve known this girl for just nearly over a year now, and check it.. She’s one of my closest friends yet! She’s super cool, super hot, she’s the girl you’d like a lot~ (lol, Hannah Montana. wtf.) Fo’real though, she’s really kind, down to earth, helpful, understanding, and so much more! (OOH, she’s gorgeous too!) Well anyways, today...
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One more hour?
Everything just goes by too fast. Oh, the things my stomach twists and turns over..
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From one of the two birthday parties/get-togethers for @oiitslizzy. It’s her birthday today and she’s sixteen, now! How exciting. It just made things 10x better watching her smile.
Then the next day, it was her surprise birthday party at @charleanwithit’s house. Even though I couldn’t make it, I still felt her excitement when she described how surprise she was. She said...
Being on the phone @hi-ahlihsuhn made me miss times when I laughed so hard, that it’d get her to laugh and we couldn’t stop until it hurts.
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I don’t like being asked, “What did you do yesterday?” Those dwell-in-the-past questions irritate me. Especially if I’ve been asked that and I already told you what I did. So, I stay quiet with exceptions, of course. If you wanted to know, should’ve asked me yesterday.
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You're like me.
Eleventy-thousanths years ago.
I almost forgot to talk about my favorite laugh of the day.
After our exam in American Lit class, I found out that C. Nakagawa, brought a pillow in his bag to school. ”I thought I was going to have free time so I could use it while everyone’s testing!” This only made me laugh because I don’t know anyone who brings a pillow to school during exams, ha. Interesting.
January 20, 2011
—-I refuse to give in. I am almost there. The best part is, I’m not changing myself for this. I’m being myself through it all.—-
It was much colder today than I thought it would be. A blouse under a cropped jean jacket with jeans and corduroy flats was what kept me warm… not really. I decided not to try and this is what I came up with, but I don’t try everyday...
January 19, 2011
I feel so sick. I feel like if I open my mouth for a deep breath, I’m going to throw up. I’m already throwing up word vomit saying the most ridiculous things. Why? I don’t even know. All I know is that, this is a recipe for disaster and I don’t know which one of us set up the ticker to the bomb.
Today was the first exam day of the week. Honestly, I thought I’d ace...
Coachella
Just reading the artists who are performing makes it sound so satisfying.
Coachella
Just reading the artists who are performing makes it sound so satisfying.
Earn my trust- consist it. Don’t leave it in the dust, enlist it. Don’t twist it. Persist it. I know you can’t resist it, please don’t dismiss it. Ha. Yet, you did just that. Couldn’t chat. Left me a dead doormat. But whatever. Cause after all, at least I know you missed it since you kissed it.
Earn my trust- consist it. Don’t leave it in the dust, enlist it. Don’t twist it. Persist it. I know you can’t resist it, please don’t dismiss it. Ha. Yet, you did just that. Couldn’t chat. Left me a dead doormat. But whatever. Cause after all, at least I know you missed it since you kissed it.
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive...
– Martin Luther King Jr. (via intellectualslang)
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive...
– Martin Luther King Jr. (via intellectualslang)
I don’t feel well. My stomach hurts, I’m breathing irregularly, palms are sweating, my nose is clogged, I’m having chills, and shaking when it’s not even cold.
I don’t want to be sick. Maybe it’s all just in my head.
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I haven’t been myself for the past few days and these thoughts are keeping me from sleeping. Talk about bad vibes.
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I haven’t been myself for the past few days and these thoughts are keeping me from sleeping. Talk about bad vibes. Thinking like this should be against the law. Too much heartache and confusion.
One moment, I’m feeling like I’m on cloud nine and the next, I’m below my own imaginary five inch heels.Why don’t I listen to my own advice? Damn. I’m in a deep mess and I am in need of somebody who’d tell me the truth and what’s real and who is not afraid to burst my bubble once in a while for the right reasons. Not just to fuck around with me.I only have...
One moment, I’m feeling like I’m on cloud nine and the next, I’m below my own imaginary five inch heels.Why don’t I listen to my own advice? Damn. I’m in a deep mess and I am in need of somebody who’d tell me the truth and what’s real and who is not afraid to burst my bubble once in a while for the right reasons. Not just to fuck around with me.I only have...
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How the hell are you going to wear SpongeBob shirts and spell Krabby Patty wrong? LOL, Cat Daddy.
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Trying to be bitchy at times so people don’t expect me to be nice all the damn time.
Just kidding…
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Trying to be bitchy at times so people don’t expect me to be nice all the damn time.
Just kidding…
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To the 6foot baller who spams me with likes: DO YOU WANNA DIE?!
You know who you are.
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To the 6foot baller who spams me with likes: DO YOU WANNA DIE?!
You know who you are.
Strike one. That marks the first out of countless perfection. Yet, I’m still bothered by it when I shouldn’t be. I need to suck it up and suffer the consequences because I need to realize that perfection, especially in that area of thought, isn’t out there and it won’t ever be.
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